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Mihra's been rather curious about what weed would do to her for a while. Now she knows.

She apparently gets -very- high. This is bad. Being high is not good. It is lacking control of things that she would rather control. But in many ways it is very good in that she relaxes and is not bothered by her past.

Though, she does get the munchies rather badly. But that is okay. And when she had the munchies she wanted savory...when she realized there were no NewmanOs.

This morning she is -very- good. She is more calm and relaxed than she has been in a long time, and she can see things with less badness in her glasses. She thinks that she will wait at least a week to see how school and her brainfunctioning is effected, and then she wants to try again because a first means nothing, but this time was good. She likes this feeling of calm. She does not want to become a pothead, but she thinks controlled usage could help her a lot.

She feels very good right now, but she does not know how her working will be effected. She also has to be careful to take b-vites every day and drink a lot of water in case she has to take a drug test for a job. So of course a week is too short a time to wait because she doesn't want to loose a job because of that, though if she can talk to a psychiatrist who is marijuana-ok and get a scrip for medical marijuana that would be nice because she feels very -very- good in that the stuff that's usually bothering her that she thinks has to do with PTSD isn't really bothering her that much. It's there she thinks, but it's not so bad as it usually is, and that makes her happy and grin.